A New Decade - Part 2

[MsMelancoly]

Hey Julia, Pirate fest was fun. I really was hoping my XH would dress up & hence transcending into those times & leaving todays troubles behind. Not so, so much. Although, since he looked too scruffy, I'm sure no women were eyeballing him .... now if he was in his fancy pirate garb ..... maybe.

Yes, I do feel the elephant has left the room. Don't know if I've ever heard that saying though. I guess, there is no reason to talk about a R, M or D, that is over. He is not at a healthy place to revisit that anyway. The only weird thing is typing XH instead of H. And yet he hasn't felt like my H in a very long time.

I feel ok. Relieved I'm out of limbo land. Happy, that my XH doesn't seem to be avoiding me so. Still, I would like to kick him in the arse for even choices he is making now. But those he has to deal with in time. So, I feel content, happy, a bit sad, but no one emotion has control of me.

Well, off to go & get a massage, aahhhhh!