d-day coming soon - help !

[misshim]

Thanks for the Happy Birthday !!!

I didn't hear from H until late afternoon on saturday, he did text happy b-day. I said thanks. I texted him and said it would be nice if we could go out to dinner for my b-day. He just said sorry, he was going to a wedding. I really didn't think he would anyway but I tried for fun (little gutsy after brandy slushes).

I met some friends at our 1 local bar. They insisted on buying me some weird drinks. They were pretty good. I had a few people come up to me and comment about my H and how foolish he is for leaving me for a nasty stripper. Well that made me feel good. I said thanks, it's nice to hear that and I do feel as though he will see the light soon. I never "cut" him down in front of anyone (small town, everything gets back)

Sunday he texted me asking if I had a hangover. 3 hours later I answered and said no. (I sure had a headache, but wouldn't admit it). He said he drove by the bar I was at at 12:30 and saw my vehicle. I told him he should have stopped, he said he was too tired. I said, too bad we had a blast. He asked me if he could come see D4 sunday night. Of course I let him but he came over and was so quiet I knew something was bothering him. I just said I would listen if he wanted to talk to me. He said thanks, I'm just confused. Me not knowing what to say, I just said it will be ok as I gave him a hug. He kissed me on the cheek.

I teased him alittle for not getting me anything for my b-day on saturday. He said sorry, I'll make it up to you. WTH?? I guess the whole part was He didn't help my D4 get me a mommy b-day card. I guess I really thought he would but of course no. He knows how important that is to me ! Guess that's why he didn't do it.

I didn't harp on the subject, it was just that one comment and then I acted like it didn't bother me.

I was just thinking, awhile back he gave me his marital settlement agreement to look over and sign. (I told him I wouldn't sign it) and I still have it. He's never asked for it, so I'm not going to remind him either. What a tangled web.

The crazy cycle of life continues. Have a great day !!!!