You know MB, I was talking to a friend the other day going through a similar situation. Can I tell you that just when he started talking about negative things the most, that's when things changed?
What I'm saying here is that you need to keep hoping. I hear some bitterness in your posts and while I understand and sympathize, just want to be sure you're venting and not harboring. From what I've seen, you're venting
I think that there is more and more change from H based on your posts. The advantage of not being here in a little while is that I can see some of the changes more clearly.
You seem to be having more and more fun and your H seems to be drawn to you more and more. Him trying to make you feel better seems instinctual and not the action of somebody who doesn't love you. Not sure why the no intimacy, but I suspect you'll find out when the time comes.
I like to think you're having more fun and focusing more on you. I think that's the right thing to do...
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
