Hope you are doing well. I have not had a chance to go on your blog these past few days....
I am determined to not start my first monday in my new apartment with looping, non-productive thoughts. I am a competant, intellingent woman and I will start behaving and thinking like one!
When the loop replays, I will start thinking about the billion things I need to think about for work. I will read about my career or if I have to I will do 30 squats~ that ought to get me out of thinking about anything but the burn in my legs! HA!
You are so right, I cannot know what he is thinking. I do not even know what is wrong. I just have to wait. It a matter of another week or 2, at the most. I can definately do 2 more weeks of uncertainty about the R. After all, its good practice for the long term uncertainty of the M and life in general.
I have set up goals today and so will have a guideline to go to today. OK! Have a fabulous day!