I emailed him back on Friday with the help of the wonderful OD and added in some flirting and also said I couldn't do the 29th - it being the occasion for huge celebration but suggested the 1st. Let's hope he picks up on that one! No reply as yet, hope I didn't scare him off...we'll see.
My weekend was spent packing mainly. Saturday night Lisa came round and we went for a drink which was lots of fun and yesterday my friend came round. She was brilliant, we got so much done! However when she left I came across all h's old letters and cards to me from uni days which I had forgotten I had - that really set me off I have to say. So many memories spinning round my head that I found it hard to sleep last night. I suppose the main thing, which I know was pointless thinking, was how could we go from being so happy and devoted to each other for such a long time to nothing so quickly. I know there is no point dwelling...
On the plus side I found some jewellery, in particular a necklace that I had lost and was gutted about. The necklace was bought just before we got engaged, when we were on holiday in San Francisco. It has been on my mind a lot lately so I am so pleased to find it. Especially because I lost my engagement ring soon after the 1st bomb and it kind of makes up for that. I had lost so much weight that my rings were really loose and it fell off when I was swimming and went down the filtration system and they couldn't get it back - gutted!
I have a fairly busy week this week with work meetings and people coming round to help me pack etc which is nice. I am also on a fairly strict diet to lose some of the weight I seem to have regained since losing it post bomb. It's hard work but satisfying! I'll be thin and gorgeous before you know it
