So glad you made it safely!! Awesome job! A new adventure begins...
I understand about the backslide. It's so hard and yet, as you said, we can't control S's thoughts/behaviors or actions.
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It felt like he had decided already that this is final. He did not say that but I FELT that way after our conversation. I keep putting this feeling on Repeat in my head. AHHH!
Try to stop those thoughts... you don't know for sure what he's thinking. And even if he said it's final, it doesn't mean it really is. Just words. And at this point, just your perceptions. I am wondering at the moment what my H wants to meet and talk about... I've got lots of similar thoughts rolling around in my head. But we don't know until they talk about it, and again, even then it's just what they are thinking. And those feelings can change.
