Hey Kev, for yourself and your kids sake I hope you get all the help you desperately need and please read these posts over & over again as there is a wealth of terrific information here!! Maybe you should read about going dark as you really could use this tool to help you stop concentrating on your W.
Me-44 WAW-42 (ILYBNILWY) S-16 S-14 M-10/17/1992 T23 Met OM 10/10/08; Bomb 12/27/08; Moved in with OM 01/27/09 Me stronger and happier everyday!
