H came by this morning very quickly and got the title and mail. Think he noticed I was still wearing my ring. Asked S17 how he is feeling and he said "whatever, I don't really care". D16 didn't even come out to say hi.
Got a text tonight from H that we need to talk some night this week. Told him I was busy and asked what's up. He said he didn't really want to text about it and to let him know when I have time.
I'm crying as I type this... I'm sure in my heart that he wants to admit to seeing OW and will want me to move on. I don't think I can handle seeing him face to face and hearing the awful truth. If it's not the OW, what else could it be that's so serious?
I don't think I can act like I'm doing okay and hear these things... Could I ask him to call me? Or do I need to wait until I'm stronger and can see him? I don't even know what to say... I thought I was doing ok but I don't want to know what I think I know in my heart. This hurts so much.
