Wow, Ak...you are doing great. I know you must be anxious he is coming home tomorrow, but you are mentally preparing yourself to be strong and you ARE strong.
Just out of curiosity, when he comes into town, are you picking him up? Where will he go? Do you have plans for him to see the kids already?
That is crazy you found that journal today. How strange.
I will be thinking about you and praying for you and your strength tomorrow.
Don't forget to let us know how it goes...I'll be waiting!!