WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 10

[confusedinpa]

I think the major trust issue I violated with her is her heart. She trusted me to be vulnerable and had made me promise her that I wouldn't hurt her a couple of months after we started dating. She felt that I did honor my wedding vows of love honor and cherish.

At a more "lower level" trust, she doesn't know why all the cars are in my name. And had thought I had a girlfriend (I did NOT) since I was so "disinterested" in her. We have talked about that in the past. I traveled often for work and would have late nite meetings without much notice. So I can see how she was suspicicous.

She also thought I was surfing the web for porn and having an internet thing as I was on the computer so much late at night due to my work.

She also said today that I ad taken advantage of her in the past so she thinks I will do it again

I'm sure all of us can be suspicious of others if their minds are set on it. I just don't know what to do about it.