WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 10

[confusedinpa]

Can you go for a hike? Not sure what your landscape is but that sure helps me here in CA.

I wound up going for a drive in my IROC convertible. It was a beautiful day. I talked to by aunt while I was driving (handsfree). It made me feel a little better. My aunt told me the same as many hear are. Accept the fact that she's not compnf back to get on with my life. She didn't say give up, but not to sit on the sidelines and idle. She also said don't go looking for someone new but live life for now and accept whatever life brings me

I also ran into my neighbor showing his 2010 Camaro at at local car show.

Now I'm back home at least I've backed away from the edge with a little more clarity.

I still don't understand the projection of trust so u could use some help there

Thanks