Sure do appreciate it (best Scarlett O'Hara voice).
Yes, I know trying to analyse his actions gets me back on that same train I just disembarked from. It is just that his collective actions are so inconsistent and make no sense to me. Thought that ride was over but the conductor keeps trying to pull me back on the train.I remember when I put that ring on his finger, so it really threw me for a loop there and I had a good little cry. I was thinking, what will people think when they see this?
... But, I remind myself...life is bigger than this. God has a bigger dream for me than where I am now. I am moving toward that dream everyday and I love that! To reach that dream I have to get through this. My head will be held high everyday and I will look absolutely fabulous. There is no man on earth that will ever think that he can make me look down and out. BELIEVE THAT!! I am also becoming fabulous on the inside.
There are lots of seeds to be watered in my sitch and life. So, I will do just that.
Two people told me that I look really different. They were puzzled because they said it is not the highlights or anything else , that I just LOOK different. So, maybe the doing Kara is showing on the outside.
