h called when the fair was over, i guess to tell me how the rest of the day went.

its so hard now when things between us arent ugly anymore.

atleast when it was ugly, i could hate him.

now i miss him.

its so hard to detach when u have a child together, and a business together.

its even worse thinking (knowing) he is going to see her now.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09