took my son to the street fair where our store is. h was running the tent for our store.

it was a nice day and we had a decent time.

h was fine, normal, friendly, my son was happy to get to see him and is so proud to tell people we own the store.

terrific, lol. its going to close.

i really battled over going to the fair, i wanted to pull back, but at the same time, its a beautiful day and my son deserved the change to enjoy a street fair.

this is so hard, my head goes in circles, doesnt know what to focus on first.

i wish i knew what is going to happen with us.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09