The awful thing was that yesterday I was so nervous to meet these guys. I have no clue why. And when I got home I felt terrible and depressed...I kept thinking that I am better off by myself and detached.
Hmmmmm.... I feel the exact same way...must be a phase or something that we are going through...Like they are not the right one and it is so depressing...I too feel the samw way...I think we should just keep breathing and not date if we don't feel like it...if the Aussie goes away or whatever, I think I am taking a break from it all...just to give myself breathing room...so nice to not be so hung up on anyone for a change...just to BE and to be OKAY with that.
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I also have no wish to do some work in the house. I seem to have a mess everywhere which I really don't like. But somehow I cannot pull myself together to finally clear it all up and do some cleaning. The only thing I did was working in the garden.
Jinkies! I think we're twins...you should see my house! It is a train wreck....yesterday I just laid around...watching girly movies or the History Channel...and ate mango sorbet and chips and salsa and the Diva and I just did NOTHING. I only watered the plant on the patio! I MUST clean my house...
I have been invited to a friend's for dinner...so I will probably go...and I am off to church in a bit...so must run...
I am sure you looked fabulous in your dress!!! I love it! and TWO YOUNGER MEN!!!! jinkies! Most excellent! Wish I could have been there!!!
Enjoy the day!
Hugs, Valentine
Aug '06: H moved out July '08: H had a kid with the OW May 12 '09: emancipation day
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller
