Living, Loving, & Learning one day at a time

[Treese]

Hey YR...

Thanks for checking on me....yesterday at my son's bball game my H came...made his grand entrance on his motorcycle as usual...kind of comical now...walked by me, I didn't look his way or speak to him...he stood behind the backstop the entire game...after the game I gathered everything and waited for son in the car...I just don't want to look at him or speak to him..

He is just not a person I even like right now...he knows what I believe in and how I feel about things and he continues to dig at me...but I'm not letting him see it's bugging me, and actually I'm kind of over it all...HE is the one damaging my children, not me...One day yes, I hope his children will talk to him and want to see him but right now I can't do anything about it...I have never withheld my children from their father, as a matter of fact I have encouraged them to talk to him...I don't want them to have regrets later in life...especially D22 who is getting married next year...it's her choice to have him walk her down the aisle or not....I can't force her, it's her day, but I also don't want her to regret no having him do it either....it's bad timing on his MLC...LOLOLOL!!!

Does H think I'm really the ONLY person that would be angry at their spouse for taking them to the OP home to spend the night and let them hang with their children...REally now?? Just shows you that their brains are mush....I'm not perfect, I've made big mistakes but I'm willing to work at them and I have...I a much better person now...and I like me...