I have been reading Dawn, but not posting much with lack of time. I would ask your h if he could add you to his insurance. What would be the harm in asking? He knows your medical situation.
You could also look for a free clinic. Also many times you can get generic presciption for AD's for like $4 per month. You could check the cost at Walmart etc. Call around. Pharmacy's are also willing to price match. I have done all of this with h's AD's when he didn't have insurance, so I know it works or ask your h to pay for your meds. It's a shame that you going without.
Maybe this is part of your seclusion. You do need to get out more and stop obsessing about ow and your possible future with your h. Focus on the now and what you can do today to bridge that gap with your h. Unless you bridge that gap, you will never have a chance to reconcile.
Glad to see you are posting again. Thanks for stopping by.
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