it so clear he is a lost soul right now. or maybe in the mlc stage of replay? i dont know.
i feel like he ran back to the ow when our new business wasnt panning out as planned.
i wish i had more time to wait, but really, i dont.
i dont want to give up, it seems he really doesnt either, but the holding pattern is just not ok anymore.
during our on and off holding pattern of now over 2 1/2 years, he has run up so much personal debt and now we are losing our home.
it has been sold, to avoid foreclosure taking it, but we have to move.
and now that he left his high paying job to open the business with me, the business isnt doing well and we are trying to sell it, which we all know may not happen.
i just dont know what to do at the moment. i want to wait for him, that is just who i am, but soon i will be waiting on the curb!
i can look into apts, but right now we arent even making a salary! i have been a stay-at-home mom for almost 6 years, with little part time work at the nursery school.
i know i cant force a decision from him but at the same time, we need to move on.
like his mother says, us two dummies are never really done with eachother.
why cant he see that and leave that ow?
in some ways he sees it, so he hangs on to me, and yet still goes to her.
anything i can do rather than just wait?
i know forcing a r discussion will not be to my benefit.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
