Hey mdoodles, I know it's difficult thinking abt OW.
But I think you can benefit from a different approach to this whole thing.
Did you know that humans can re-generate any type of cells except one. That is, if we get hurt or whatever, we can make more of them. Well, the one exception is Brain Cells. We are born with a finite amount of them. They die because we get older or because we drink alcohol (which kills them off) or for some people, taking drugs.
Now, let me ask you. Do you REALLY want to waste your precious brain cells thinking about that awful, useless piece of excuse for a human being? Seriously.
It's not worth it.
Think instead about the wonderful things in your life ( like your kid) and also the wonderful things life has in store for you. Think of the positive stuff and you will more likely give off a positive energy and attract positivity in your life. If you dwell on the negative, same effect, and also you may lower your immune system and get sick (I did.)
So really, she is NOT WORTH IT.
On the same note, neither is your H because of his actions now. So forget about them.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09