H is coming by the house tmrw. Wants the title for his old truck. I was proud of myself for texting him back that I thought we should split the sale price - no response to that message yet. I thought about not being a doormat and he was probably just hoping I wouldn't ask, so I decided to just ask and I could use the money.
So, we'll see how it goes tmrw. The kids will be here and they haven't seen their stepdad for months. H still hasn't talked to them about his decision to separate, etc. Doubt much will happen in the morning b/c I think he's just stopping by for his bills and the title.
I'll be sure to look cute and be happy and glad to see him, but reserved as well.
I think one of the hardest parts of this limbo-land is that we are physically separated. Very few opportunities to see each other or talk about things... so I have to make every encounter count, without acting like it's a big deal! ugh!
