She sent me a text about 15 minutes after she talked to the boys. I just noticed it 5 minutes ago.
It said
"Apparently (movie title) still makes me cry"
It was the movie she and I watched when we first started dating. She cried during it. I had never met a girl that was so emotional like that and it touched me but also scared me. I didn't understand it but I think that's when I started to think of her of more than just a holiday fling
Anyway, I wound up replying
"Awwwwwww" 3 hours after she sent it, but 5 minutes after I saw it. I thought about appologizing for how long it took for me to reply, but rememberd Sandi's challenge of trying not to say sorry.
In hindsight I shouldn't have replied but it really touched a memory in me. We had talked about that moment a few times since the bomb. Don't know why she brought it up tonite again.
Guess its her controlling to pull my strings again
Or it was her way to reach out to me to reconnect
Or it was the only thing good on tonite
I sooooo want to call her and tell her I love her
Good thing its so late, that I'm sure she's sleeping
Argh!! It still hurts!!!
Me 41 WAW 36 S 3&7 M 10 yrs W files D 1/9/09 W moves out 4/18 Lost job 6/15 New job 7/27 Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!) Confronted 8/11 Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11 Lost Job 11/13
