I mean, my friend, the courage it requires to stand tall and stand firm in your devotion to your Faith, your marriage, your love for DH. You are dignified and graceful, indeed.
This makes me cry. I am not special, I am not looking for any rewards beyond what God deems I deserve. I just want to live my life knowing that I am following His will. That is where my dignity and grace comes from.
I am not going to lie. Some days are very hard. Having DH here for 6-9 hours a day and to not be able to touch him, hug him, kiss him, and having to guard what comes out of my mouth is a huge struggle. Watching him with our children fills my heart with joy and despair all at the same time.
he gets here shortly after he gets off work and stay until bedtime. We eat dinner together and attend the kids' activities together, often taking one car. And yet, every night he leaves to go back to his brother's house to sleep. I am not a fool. L know that there is a huge probability that he spends the drive here and back on the phone with her. despite what she thinks though, i have the best part of him--his children--and she will never have that.
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
