went by the store today to drop off flyers for tomorrow's street fair.

a guy from a local establishment was there, h is teaming up with him for the street fair.

is it me, or do u always feel like everyone knows your situation?

i always wonder, does h tell people...oh thats my wife but i cheat on her and have someone on the side...

i dont know, i felt like the guy knew, but i guess whats the difference

things between h and me are so totally different than a week ago.

i hate that there was a time in my life where everything seemed in place and the future seems so certain.

now, i feel like i never know what is ahead of me.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09