Today has been a little rough. My sister is MIA. The local police found her car abandoned and out of gas. I've also been thinking a lot about the fact that my 1st anniversery is coming up. I am not even sure what to do but suspect I will treat it like another day. I plan on getting a phone session a couple of days before.
I did get out last night. It for the most part was fun but I was moody. I believe it is do to my weird schedule (inventory) and just need to get some more rest.
I do feel kind of good about how my W asked about D and seemed fairly eager to just be separated. She always seems to put the we word in her questions (what should we do, what about us.. when it should be what she wants to do). I guess somewhere in her head there is still an us wrapped around a whole lot of fog. Maybe soon I will hear should we get counseling.. hahaha!
I am feeling more detached now and the rest of the day will be good. On to work!
