Thx Pup I wish there was a potion or a spell that makes one forget a person. I would so take it. This pain doesn't seem to go away. The last couple days I realized that I got into the habit of waking up and first thing saying I hate my life. But that is sooooo not good. I am so blessed compared to the sufferinng other people go through. I want to be a happy person of gratitude not of hate or pain.
