thanks snodderly.

i started boxing some of things we do not use in the kitchen.

i like to feel like im accomplishing something.

i find it hard to believe he will want to donate his stuff.

basically, the only thing he took with him, was himself. and i mean that.

he took himself, the clothes on his back, oh, and his cell phone.

he is so a man in crisis.

he sits in his office in our house, organizing his mail. not to take it with him, but to put it away in the drawer.

i think this is what makes it so hard to think about moving on, apart from him.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09