You are right mnt_dreams! I got a goodnight's sleep & feel way better. Really it doesn't mean anything that H called or what he was thinking, Really this is my move for my career & everything else is candy. I think I tend to want more from him when I am tired. I need to figure out what I used to do before H! Really I did not have a mechanism in place. I think I used to just journal evsry day & let it build until I just took a day off. Where I would just spend the day in bed & read a romance, watch TV. & just wild the day away. I think when I was in Charlitte NC, I wenk for day long hikes! Exhausting & Energizing! Hmm. I am back in hot weather.....wonder if they have hiking nearby!
Ok thanks mnt_dreams, it helped to read ur response this morning! I am up earlier than I need to be, as usual & so I am going to try to relax before I head off again.
