Your just going through a 'limbo' existence right now. We've all been there, done that, have the tee shirt to prove it.
Whilst waiting for the other shoe to drop or not, this is time for GAL. I know it sounds like a repetitive theme here, but it's essential for your mental/emotional well being.
You have to find an outlet for your anxiety your feeling. Getting in shape is a perfect activity. Good for you. I've always gone to the gym two or three times a week since I was a teen, but I remember in my 'limbo' stage, I spent even more time there. Of course, it was more anger management for me than anxiety. I had some very dark thoughts for the OM at one point. Thoughts I hope I never feel again in my life.
I know I probably came out of an even worse funk than most on here by GAL and refocusing my attention. If I can do it, I know others can to.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
