Hey all! I drove about 13 hrs today! It is really hard to get any sort of consistent speed. But did ok. I feel as if I am 120 yes old! My back hurts, my knees hurt, and my hand is cramping from gripping the steering wheel, I think! See what I mean? Ha! Ha! Only a couple of hours tomorrow & I will be at my new apartment. H called this morning....I missed his call. He left a message wishing me a safe journey! Whatever! He was in such a good mood! Said he hoped I enjoyed my adventure! ADVENTURE?????? I don't know if I am mad at him or just cranky from the long drive. It seems insensitive to call this am adventure when he has just up & dumped this on my lap! Ok....I know too much focus on H!

I know I cannot have any expectations of him & it probably was a nice thing that he called me this morning.

All I can think right now is "Big Deal"!

Sorry. I feel so bummed for some reason. I was so excited yesterday! I did not sleep last night & I must be just tired! Ok well, I just wanted to vent...hope everyone is doing well & thank youvso much for all the well wishes. That really made my day. Will blog before going to bed. Hopefully some dinner & tv will help.


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09