The best we can do is PRAY for you. But even then you will need to back yourself up with positive actions. Listen, this is not a cakewalk for ANY of us. Do you think we would have CHOSEN to be here?
I keep writing to you and deleting my posts because honestly I don't know who could get through to you. Not even your W who is at the very center of your world is getting through to you. And she could not be speaking to you more plainly. The woman does not want you now. Got it? She is not interested in spending time with you now. Got it? (Most of us have had to face this cold hard truth about our spouses). Why on earth would you invite her to dinner? She can smell your "Eau de desperation" cologne from afar. And it is not a pleasant scent.
I know you are on meds and therefore I am prepared to be tolerant but there are people on this site with all kind of illnesses and challenges who are handling their business.
You keep saying that you know you are acting in a stupid manner yet like a moth to the flame you do nothing to resist it next time (bad analogy but you have me worked up). If I were your wife I would be running for the hills with no forwarding address.
Kev,we want to help but please help yourself first.
