Could we talk some more, blah blah! UHH!! I finally stand up for myself a little and then I start having second thoughts like maybe I didn't handle things well. See my post from 2:2 pm today. I also told him that I was going to take the counselor up on her offer to do an individual counseling if that was OK with him.

We talked a little more about things. He said earlier when he called me I sounded like I could care less of he was around or not. I told him that was not my intention.

He also said he's angry that it took him threatening to leave for me to "come out of my comma" as I've described it. Gee - that's why it's called a wake-up call!

I should of just left things alone and let him think about what I said this morning. I've asked my best friend to hold me accountable this weekend for not calling him.