Feeling very depressed today. It is my W's birthday and I miss celebrating it with her. I am away on a business trip and sent her presents and a card, which she received yesterday (package tracked as delivered so I know she got it). I also sent her a short email this morning wishing her a happy birthday. I have not heard from her at all. I know it probably comes off as pursuing and I should not have expectations of her responding, but it has just really depressed me. Right now I am really hating all of this.