Agh! He's detached completely!

[IWillSaveOurMarr]

Postponed the job interviews because I didn't get enough sleep yesterday, and all week I've been recovering from being out of one of my medications, so I've been much more tired than normal. Thank god, yesterday I got an "emergency" prescription for 7 more days of it, so I'm good for a bit. I will have to call them Monday (doctors office & 90 day mail order insurance supplier of medications) to make sure everything is ok as far as that order, otherwise I will need another 90 day emergencey prescription filled out. It's my fault, I should have sent the prescription in awhile ago, but as you are probably going through too, I am just barely existing here right now. It's hard enough to get out of bed, much less get my "game face" on for a full day.

That's why I postponed the interview, because I will need my "game face" on tongiht big time, because we are doing my friends wedding flowers tonight for her wedding Sunday. My mom and my sister will be there, helping the bride, so that's a big help, but I'm still afraid I will get upset. She is doing what she and her mom helped me with, centerpiece flowers that you order from the internet, and then you have your bouquets and stuff done by a local florist. There was no way our budget had in it the $80 per table centerpiece that I was quoted, so instead I ordered the flowers online from 2groses.com. We had to cut down the flowers and strip the thorns, so that's what we'll be doing tonight. It is painstaking and takes a lot of time, but with all the people we have, it should go fairly fast. I told her about seeing the online notice, so if she sees me well up, she knows why. But overall, I'm hoping to avoid being teary eyed at all.