So last night H had the girls overnight. I had a hard time because I knew they were going to a party for a freinds b-day and to watch the Laker game. I know there were alot of people there and the girls came hom this morning and had "SO MUCH FUN!!" They had toys and fake tattoos and talked about our friends girlfriend bringing them a hairbrush to Daddy's house. Hmmmph. I am spinning, not knowing how to handle this. Why would she bring them a hairbrush. I am suspiscious, and upset. I don't think I can handle this back and forth [censored]. It is so upsetting. What the heck. I hate this....I keep thinking that it is so unfair that he has taken me out of certain parts of their life, that I am so bad to be around that he is happier doing things with them without me. I am NOT bad to be around. He should be so lucky to have me as his wife, yet he wants me out of the picture. Ugh. It hurts so bad. Sooo bad.
