I do feel pretty good physically, and I do feel good about it. I don't really know if she notices it though. I'm enjoying having my kids when they come over too. I'm hopeful...as dire as things seem/are...I'm still hopeful. I'm not interested in taking control by divorcing either. It's a hard road, and I'm trying to stay focused. I thought this quote was excellent...
"You can work on you marriage without pursuing and live your life without harming your marriage. Your every move is being watched by your spouse. This is when you get to lead." - Coach
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.