Divorce looming #14

[K4D]

I did call the counselors. I do have some furniture. I have 2 couches and beds for us and a tv and some lamps, dishes, and a table and chairs.

I was seeing a counselor before I left for Florida. I didn't feel like it did me much good. But I still tried calling that one free service a couple of times and never heard back.

The doctor recommended I see a psychiatrist as opposed to a psychologist. And he did refer me to one. I need to call and see about the rates.

I didn't ask for money from W for a few reasons. One, I didn't know if it would backfire on me and her decide to try and stick me with standard visitation and end up coming after me for child support, and 2, no I guess I didn't want to make things worse between us.

I don't know why she didn't file the final decree yesterday. The case will now be dismissed. I truly wonder if she forgot or if there were other motives. But I know she does not have a L. And I actually did go and talk to a L in person. She recommended me just going with the 50/50 that I was offered since W did not introduce the kids to OM.

And no I don't expect W to take me back anytime soon. I wish she would, but that isn't reality right now. I am trying to work on things for myself.

You all are really adamant about me getting professional help. I guess I need to look at my budget after I get some rates and see what I can do.

At least its Friday. Another week down. I am looking forward to an enjoyable weekend with my girls.

Kevin