Doodles,

First, I want to wish you a very Happy Birthday!

Second, I have not posted before to you but this statement really caught my eye.

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[/quote] feel better knowing he is not fine, not ever sold on choosing the ow.

i feel like i have some breathing room to make a decision myself.

if this makes sense, i kinda want control of the situation, rather than have him do it for me.

maybe this is where i pull back, and feel ok with it.

im not ready to proceed legally, although i may never be.

i do want him back, but it has to be done the right way.[quote]


this is so me right now! Hugs, You will know what to do when the time comes as will I.

J

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez