Thanks mama. It helps. I think H would be pissed I made him the porcupine anyway (even though I picked pig for me). smile


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and part of me thinks that he already knows how much stronger you are than he...or he would not trust you to take care of your boys.


Ok, that is sad but true and he has so much as stated that he is lucky he doesn't have to worry because I am such an amazing mom. Kind if creepy.

Thanks again. Every night like this makes me more aware that I will survive and less inclined to be here a year from now waiting for him...YKWIM. My door is nearly closed...