Just checked the state circuit court site, and lo and behold I found his filing at long last. I stifled my tears and went for a walk outside, calling my family for support. Thank god I have them. They didn't really know what to say to me, but the shock of seeing it, in black and white, with our names is horrible. Like I said, I still haven't been officially served yet, so it's the first time I saw this crap with our names on it.
<deep breath> This is so hard. I'm lucky it's nice out, so I could go for a walk outside and that I don't have kids to worry about so I can just take off for awhile w/o having to worry about them. Trying to stop the sniffling so he doesn't hear me, athough frankly I just want to friggen rail at him screaming because this is all his fault (the divorce filing, I know it took 2 for our issues). Thank god I have you people to vent to our I'd go absolutely crazy. I have 2 job interviews at the placement company tomorrow, so I need to get going to sleep. Thanks for listening.
Me: 36 H: 34 M: 1 yr T: 2 yrs D: filed by H 5/21/09, served 06/08/09, first court date for "maintenance" as well as a plea to restart Marriage Counseling and attend a Marriage workshop 8/24
