H and I went out last night to see a movie and a nibble as he put it in his text
We had a good night, however I said a few things I wish I hadn't of said.
I cant even remeber them now, but I remember cringing after I had said them.
Few positives though
H said he was trying to change things ( not sure what but thats what he said)
I told him a story about how about three months after we had split, a guy at work had asked me if I had been o a self improvement course. He told me I had changed and got confidence, my answer was Nope I just got rid of my man!!
H said, so did I make you like that?? I said No you didn't, at the time I thought you had, but no you didn't make me like that, I had let myself get like that. H jsut put his arm round me and we walked to the car.
Im not sure if this was good or bad.
I also told H that I have always been left untill there is a free slot in his life to fit me in, he said thats not true sue, I said well thats what I felt like and I still feel it. Oh blimmmeee that sounds awfull.
He gave me a lovley snog at the end of the night, so it cant all be that bad... can it
