If you had intimate contact with him, how did that make you feel? Did you feel good about it afterwards or did you feel guily? I understand having the intimate contact. My H and I was seperating about a year ago and during the process of it we met twice for ML (in a hotel of all places). It felt great while it was happening, not just phisically but mentally and emotionally too, but afterwards I felt so guilty and just kinda down about it. Like that was the only thing that we had in common anymore and I did not want to just connect with him on that level only. I am only telling you about what I went through so you know that whatever your emotions and felligns are right now, I have been there too and understand it.
Hope you have a good day with your friends and with your family. I will check in with you after I get back form having a weekend with my H. We are trying to reconnect with each other right now on a more emotional level. Good luck to you.
Me-31 Him-28 D1-9 D2-6 Married 5-06 Seperated 12-07 He filed 1-08 Reconciled 4-08 D dropped 7-08 Bomb dropped about H's activities outside the marriage 4-21-09 Filed for D 4-28-09 Trying to make a go of it 6-09