Divorce looming #14

[K4D]

I guess my bone is I am that I am seeking christian counseling at church. I am in the midst of our first real cycle at work which is helping me stay focused and I am enjoying my kids. I am getting out and meeting other people. And I am spending a bit more time at home now. I am continuing to work on my relationship with God and reading more. I always pray every day and yes I pray for more than just a reconciliation between me and my W. I pray for everyone on here, my kids, my W, and I ask forgiveness for things that I have done wrong.

I hope I didn't come across as harsh as I was only trying to answer things about me. There were quite a few posts today and I did read all of them. But I may not have remembered to answer everyones questions in responding.

What goals have I checked off? I need to go back and look at my goals. But I think I am a pretty good dad. I think I am trying to figure out how to get a life by getting out and doing things. I am getting my anxiety under control whether it be by meds at this point. I am focusing more at work. And I am trying to set myself up with opportunities to further myself financially. Oddly I even thought about taking a sowing class just to learn how to do that. I am trying to come up with things.

Kevin