Renee, one thing you will soon come to realize when dealing with these WAS/MLCERs is it is usually 1 step forward, 3 steps backwards.
I'm sorry about your son, but unless it's a life or death situation I think you are going to have to find a way to deal with it on your own. Don't look to your ex for help because you probably won't find it.
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I still have my faith but for now I think I need to get off this board and live my life. I will probably come back every now and then to check in and speak to everyone. I appreciate everything everybody tried to do for me. I just think it is time to start rebuilding my life without him. I think reading others stories does give me hope but at the same time I think it hold up my progress because I am expecting the same results and getting my hope up. I end up sitting around waiting for it to happen, when in all honesty GOD may have something else planned for me
YES! YES! YES! I think you are finally getting it.
Even though these boards are a blessing, sometimes the best thing to do is to take a break from them. I've done it a few times, and still do. I find it helps me heal more everytime I do it. It keeps your focus on where it should be.
I wish you the best, and I am sure God has great plans for you, even though it may not feel like it right now. Put your faith in God. Good Luck!
