he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

thanks!

so h was here, came by after work, brought me a chocolate cake, some other goodies and had our son make a card for tomorrow morning.

so not like him. hmmm.

then he lingered around me, played with me like normal and then did his usual, im leaving, for me to say no, stay.

i played the part, we had some intimate contact (not sure how else to say it),,,

he kept saying, but i have to take the delivery, supposed to be there already, and i was like, oh well, traffic.

so weird. not sure how to play it from here.

clearly he isnt sold with his decision of last week. i can sense it is still weird between us, but wanting to be normal, or whatever normal is for us.

not sure how to proceed from here.

i will alittle nervous putting myself out there, i thought maybe i read him wrong and he would be like, i told u we are done or something like that.

didnt happen.

hmm.