Friday Night H called again erm or should I say Sat morning, was in the middle of the blinkin night
He said he just wanted to talk
Anyway, he came round Saturday as arranged. We took D8 Bowling, Had a lovley time. Having got there, whilst D was taking her time to bowl, I said to H, where My Kiss, H kissed me and said I have your pressie. I said what is it ? H said yuo will see later When we got back home, H went out to car to get his overnight bag on the way out he gave me pressie. I went upstairs to put it on He came up and I said thank yuo it lovley. He said it sure is
I will miss the next bit out
In the morning, we were talking, when I suddenly started Crying. H asked what was wrong, I said, it just looking back in hindsight I can see what went wrong, I can see it all clearly now, however I didn't at the time. I said I was resenting him so much, that when he came to cuddle me I would not respond, at which H butted in with, I know Sue, I was doing that too. I said I know, and because you did it, I did it again. I said I can see it now, but I couldn't then, I was sobbing now, and H said dont cry, I turned to face him, and cuddle him and said H im so sorry it turmned out that way, he said Im sorrry too.
H then asked what I had planned for the rest of the day, I said its difficult to plan anything Sundays ( I have my Mum who has Alziemers), H said yeah I know. I said I wont pick her up till about 2, do you want to walk dog ? H said yeah ok. We went for a 2 and a half hour walk, whith dog and D8. Was absolutly lovley When we got home, H took his shoes off and sat on Sofa, Like the old days . I said are you staying for dinner. H said, yeah, Im gonna do and he mentioned some repairs that needed doing. So H got on with his manly stuff, whilst I cooked dinner( Reminisin) . He ended up going back to his flat at about 10pm We kissed goodbye. never made plans.
erm or should I say Sat morning, was in the middle of the blinkin night 
