I cant believe what happened last night, DBing works!!
This may be a long post
Ok where do I start?
Over the last few days as I have mentioned recently, I been feeling a bit up in the air. I was thinking about this last night, goty me thinking how far I had come, and How I need to keep focused. I replied to a few threads yesterady about Goal setting, got me thinking, hey sue, practise what you preach girl, you aint been stting any goals latley.
I think because H and I had got to the Dating stage, I had put me compass back down.
So last night I picked up me DR book, I re read the chapter all about reaching your goals and how far you ahve come.
Michele says, Where on the scale from 1 to 10 was your R before starting My answer was definatly a 1 where are you now I thought probably an 8 what did I need to do to bring it up to a 9 ?? So I sat thinking about this assesing some new goals. Decided I needed H to tel me he loves me again. Thought maybe this was a big goal, so tried to brake it down. Little things that would lead up to H saying he loved me again.
Then I thought ok what Can I do to bring me nearer to those goals?? thought about this and decided I had been using the LRT, get a life technique, however I had not found a new technoique since dating, and decided the LRT was definatly not what I should be doing now.
Any way, I havent seen H since Sunday, He has gone to sweden from Wed to Sat. He rang me Tuesday night and said Just ringing to remind you Im going away. I said " no I hadn't forgoten" H said : do you want to go out Sat I said Yerah sure
So last night I was thinking he is now in Sweeden, So, I text him. Oh he had not actually ever told me where he was going. My Text: Where are you? H text : whos asking?? (Me very confused ) My Teaxt : Me H text: whos me?? ( Me thinking WTF??) Now im beginning to get all in a flap, thinking allsorts, Like he has gone away with a Woman and she is answering. My text: who did you spend Sat night with ? ( me using cleverness <gg> ) H Callled Said: who is it ?? Me ( very confused) Its me Sue H : Oh I lost all me numbers , But I had put yours back in, have you changed it ? Me: No H: Is it ( Number) Me: Nope thats my old one H ( laughiing) Oh No wonder I didn't know who u was. Me: so how many wimmin do u spend Sat Night with? H : I thought u meant evening, I thought it was your Sis. This does make sence lol Me : Oh I thought someone had pinched ya phone and I wasn't prepared to say what I want to say to a stanger. H: what you want to say then ? Me: No you have ruined my game now H: well tell me then Me: Noooooo H: trying to stay on the phone and acting very affectionate, like he used to in the old days. ME: Ok Ill let you go, so where are U ? H : sweeden, I will call you later Me ( surprised) Ok Thjen I text him emidieatly after( continuing my game) saying dont supposse yu have time to go shopping? I didn't get a reply for about 2 hours H Text: what did you want earlier then Me text : didn't you get my last text ? H calls and saidd: No I didn'[t get text what did it say. Me Oh H, Im not gonna say H: just tell me Me: Ok I asked if u had time to go shopping H: No you didn't lol Me : yes I did, cos I want a pressie H I was going to buy you a pressie anyway Me: I want a special pressie though H what? Me: Something special to wear Sat Night H Sat Night? Me : To BED H: oh I c Me: Cos im expecting Company H: Oh Where I gonna get that ? Me: must be a lengerie shop at airport H: what you want then ? Me : Something of YOUR Choice H: I will see what I can do Then he said you know when You tect me earlier Me : yes H well I, No im not gonna say Me : h you gotta say now, you made me tell you what I wanted H Ok I I.... No im not saying Me just say it H: I was thinking about you Me : ( Gobsmaked) was you ? H yes Me: what was you thiking? H: ive said enough ( lauging) Me: so you was just thinking ohh sue H: No lolol ( change subject)
Is that not a step nearer to my new goals I set that night??
Ok it dont end here
1am in the morning I get a text H text : I have a big bed, I mis u ( well After picking my chin off floor) I text : a mesage I had on my phone for ages It says Mis u over and over and its flashing . (knew I would need it one daay) H called He is drunk lolol. I say: are you drunk H a little yes H said : i liked the message Anyway we talk about stuff I cant really remeber then H says are u 40 this year Me Do u have to remind me ?? H: are you Me : yes H what you doing for your B day ?? Me : Dunno H:I was gonna ask if you want to go away for long weekend Me : you was gonna ask ? H: well I am asking Me Yes, i would love to H: Ok I will sort it. Cant really remember thge rest, I think I ha dfainted lol
anyway I best stop here Dunno how long you can actually keep typing on these things lol
