I'm having another backsliding day.

I called and WAH about stepson but he didn't answer. So I decided to go over to his rental, as I drove up he was just pulling in. He didn't look happy to see me, so I asked him if he wanted me to leave. He said no. I asked him if he'd heard his cell ring. He said he didn't. I told him that I thought he'd heard it but that he just didn't want to talk to me. He showed me his cell sitting on the counter, he hadn't taken it to the store with him.

Stepson (autistic) didn't look happy. WAH told me that the store manager had gotten after stepson at the store. So stepson was irritated and didn't want company. WAH asked me to leave, I said sure, but asked him if he could step outside a few minutes and talk. I wanted to talk about spending time with stepson. WAH told me to email him, but I told him he never answers my emails. Stepson started screaming, so I left.

When I got home, I called WAH, but of course he didn't answer. I'm not going to call, email, or text him anymore. I'm not going to go over to his new place anymore either. Time to go dark, very dark.

I know I messed up pretty good today. Any advice on best way to go dark?

Me 40
WAH 43
T 4years
M 9 months
Stepson 9
WAH left on 5/17/09