Ok, I follow you all with the xanax. But can't I enjoy just a little bit of happiness that a little more time has been bought that maybe I can use to put my best foot forward and try and make some sort of a difference? I mean anything is possible if done right.

Yes I know she is going out again tonite. But hey, I have some more time to work on things. She won't file right away again. Its time and time is a gift that has been given to me again whatever the reason may be. I have it for now. Thats a huge plus.

I refuse to look at the negative today. I'm looking at this as an opportunity to continue to show I am worthy.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...