d-day coming soon - help !

[misshim]

Thanks Grace,

I really appreciate the input. You have really helped me out. The things I feel that should be said are really not good choices.

I do feel bad for H on his past because he has always had issues with that. I'm just concerned that it will effect his relationship with our D4. But there I go again, trying to fix "their" relationship.

When will I ever learn. I really think he married me because I was older than him (more like the mother he wished he had.) He didn't want a wife, he wanted someone to take care of him. Not like I minded but I do believe it works both ways.

Oh my, I am losing it !!!!

Well my B-day is saturday and I made myself a plastic ice cream container full of brandy slushes. Just need to mix with some soda (maybe). I also took off of work tomorrow to pick up corn for cows, mow lawn, clean house, and be ready for saturday without any chores. I feel maybe a tiny bit guilty but saturday is going to be a me day !!

Take care and thanks for everything. I like "talking" to you more than I like talking to myself in the mirror these days. I'm thankful for all of your advice. Before I came here my only talks were either in the mirror or to my cows. whoopie !!