Even after the divorce your actions show you still want her back which is fine but you need to draw a line somewhere.
She does all the pursuing (all beit for some crazy reasons but still).
I am working hard NOT to treat her with anger, that is being the non crazy, responsible person. There is a way to place a boundary, make it stick and not get all caught up in an arguement or her BS and I need to work on this.
I can control myself better than I have been, and no I don't think that still says I want her back.